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A little note about my love…

December 20, 2008

picture20821My boyfriend is the sweetest guy on earth, and I don’t think he realizes how much i truly appreciate him.

When I decided to move back home this year to save money, he redesigned his whole place to fit my needs, so I would have a place to call home anytime I needed. He took in my fish tank, because I am too busy to take care of it properly, and takes such could care of my fish. And he does so many things on a daily basis that are too numerous to list, just to make me happy.

 And today he drove me to work because my car was snowed in. I lost my keys and he drove around to find them. He had to argue with the clerk at the convenience store to get them back, drove them all of the way back down to work for me, and even shoveled out my car without me even knowing.


So baby, I DO appreciate every single thing you do. And if sometimes I forget to tell you that, I’m sorry.

I just thought you might like to know.


And Today’s Horoscope Is…

September 2, 2008


“It’s a good day for cleaning. You have the time and high energy that is required.”


 Umm, NEWSFLASH… it’s the first day of school, I was up all night reading text, and I have classes all night after work. When the fuck am I supposed to “clean” anything?


Ugh, the universe has no idea…



Made me laugh…

August 30, 2008


All about Me

August 28, 2008


I found this on “Student Nurse Jack’s” page, and decided i’d give it a go.


1) What were you doing 10 years ago?


Oh man, was that 1998? Haha. I was a carefree Junior in high school. My biggest worry was whether I could pass my driving test. And, alas, I failed the first time around. I thought I was going to go to college, be rich, and get married and have lots of children, all before 30. Damn, i was SO wrong!


2)What are the five things at the top of your “to do” list?

(I’m assuming this means something a little more exciting than my daily ‘to do’ list…)

a) Graduate nursing school, and get a good job
b) Get out of debt
c) Get a house
d) Get marriede) Raise a family


3) What are five foods you enjoy?


a) Sushi

b) Pizza
c) Turkey Sandwiches
d) Good Salads
e) Cheese!


 4) Name some things you would do if you were a millionaire.


I would buy a townhouse in Melborune, Aus and travel their often. I would buy a nice house, pay off all my bills, and quit my job. I would be a full-time student. I would start a family sooner.


5) Name some places you have lived:


 I actually did a semester in my undergrad (well, FIRST degree), in Australia. I loved it.

Other than that, i’ve lived in like 5 different places in NJ.

6) Name some bad habits you have.


I am a big procrastinator. Actually, just yesterday I read what was expected of me for this semester (which starts this coming Tuesday).

 I am not too great of a speller, and my typing consists of more ‘backspacing’ than actually going forward (I ‘backspaced’ about 10 times while writing that sentence).

I smoke (but am always trying to quit), don’t always eat what I should, and need major motivation to exercise.

I like to be super lazy in my free time.


7) Name some jobs you’ve had.

I’ve worked in a lot of places. I had a job at Shoprite as a cashier; I have worked at a greesy food hut at a local amusement park; I have been a “Big Sister” in D.Y.F.S, tutored in a ritzy summer program, and spent several years working with the mentally disabled. I am currently an operator on conference calls, and a stressed out student.




A teenie, tiny milestone…

August 28, 2008

I DID it! I made it to onto my first blog roll! Scrubs and Spit Up, you rock!




Fuckin Martha

August 28, 2008

After almost a week of cutting and pasting and drafting and editing, I’ve finally finished my header. Martha Stewart ain’t got shit on me. That’s right, suck it Martha.




To Eat or Not to Eat…

August 27, 2008


So last night I made a little indiscretion. Okay, maybe it wasn’t that little… and maybe it wasn’t the first time I’ve done it… and maybe, just maybe, it will happen again.


I got hungry. And Dominos pizza has a website. So I 0rdered a small medium thin crust with pepperoni, and a side of blue cheese to dip it in. (Sounds bad, tastes kinda amazing).


OK, this is NOT what I ate-- its a stock pic of 2 large pizzas, but still, LOOK AT THAT GREASE!

OK, this is NOT what I ate-- its a stock pic of 2 large pizzas, but still, LOOK AT THAT GREASE!

But alas, after eating what was exactly one half of the pie (it wasn’t THAT big, and I was really hungry), I felt both gut wrenching nausea and incredible guilt.


So my question is, what is it that makes me us eat shit food? I knew ahead of time it would be a “rough morning”, and indeed it has been, but still, I made a conscious decision to order this crap. I don’t feel guilt or get the shits when I eat a salad, and I still experience the same satisfaction, SO WHAT GIVES?